justrun-.

Greatness is in the mind

My eyes feel crappy. Been having this annoying eye problem whereby my eyes feel like they're bulging an inch out of my eye socket. Sometimes this is accompanied by a gnawing headache. Possibly my glasses... but upon seeking treatment the optician sent me home because he said that the assesment was "inconclusive" since I was giving him "inconsistent responses". Riiight. Darn so I have to go back another day :( POOT WASTE OF TIME.

Web camming with the dearest PC DR now. Haha PAM! My friends have nicknamed you the "destroyed woman". Do not be offended, I have been given other odd names as well. And I am on the path to achieve destruction so it's okay. It's a good thing really. I keep the picture of you and your six pack in my wallet so whenever I look at it I will feel inspired to get a six pack as well. (Hardly possible at the rate i'm going though..)

There is a Chemistry test on Monday. ILP is due too. Kill me.

Managed to grab hold of the CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK omg I am so happy. I REGRET SLACKING OFF IN SEC 3! :( I blame juliekoh (oh heck she can't send me for DC now can she.. ahha) . KILLER OF PASSION FOR CHEM. grrr. It's so horrible I feel like I haven't studied Chem AT ALL before.... sigh.

School today was rather interesting. Was it? Okay to tell you the truth I can't really remember. All I remember was post school when I sat at the class bench and emo-ed my way till 5 plus. Thank the heavens that Deb Cephas and Shawn were there. (Andy mugging in the background lol). I think I require intensive counselling in order to keep myself sane. Emo-ing consisted of me moaning, whining, sighing, and ranting about everything under the sun. Ew. I have turned into a whiney idiot. Those dudes were nice enough to listen to me and keep me company. Or else I think I would have locked myself in a cubicle and flushed myself down the toilet bowl. Hurhur.

Must really thank Qinny as well ..heh thanks for being there to listen (: BREAD ROCKS.

Training today was good. The prog was good and the pot was there and ACTIVELY coaching. I miss having him around to yell at me. I need people to yell at me. He understands what I lack whereas Wang Jiaolian is fairly new so she doesn't know my weaknesses as well as he does. I find training 10x more effective when he's actually COACHING us. PAH. Why must there be such a changeeee :(

Cephas told me to listen to Coldplay. Now I am listening and HAAAAAHAAA. Self-torture. I feel like i'm prodding myself with a knife...

I wish myself a productive week ahead. And I hope that the parents will not force me to go for that dreaded family dinner whereby relatives stuff my face with fat. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF CNY FOOD :( OMG. it's suicide.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:05]

and took [20070223] strides

it's the passion that drives you